Things I havent told you. (i have either been dishonest or lied by omission. I want to set stuff right.)
This list is far too long. There are several things I haven’t told you. There are several things I should have told you but didn’t. There are things I was ashamed of admitting to others, until recently. So spare me the judgments, for I have already judged myself. And I finally have the courage to admit it to the public, so that I wont be ashamed anymore.
here’s my list.
- I have had my first kiss. This was after I told you I never kissed anyone though. So I didn’t lie to you, I just didn’t tell you.
- My first kiss was Robert. That guy I saw for a week, when I thought I was over Dillon. He kissed me (and he wasn’t a very good kisser)
- later that week, I lost my virginity. Again, to Robert. I don’t want to hear how I was too young. I have heard. From everyone I told (not very many)
- it didn’t mean anything. at all. and that was the biggest mistake of my life.
- I am having feelings (strong feelings) for trey, but I am not completely over Dillon.
okay, maybe it wasn’t a super-long list. but the lists contents, make up for several unfilled pages.
I am sorry for not being fully honest with you. I regret.